I just want to be happy again. I want to live normally again. I want you, to make my few last moments in life a great one, can you? I want you to call me every night like how you used to. I want you to make me laugh til my stomach hurts. I want you to make stupid jokes where only the two of us understands it. I want you to fetch me from school. I want you to send me home. I want you to bring me somewhere nice and we can just be like how we used to be. I want you to take care of me. I want you to love me for who I am. I want you to make me fall in love with you, over and over again.. But that's just too much to ask for, right? Its okay if you can't fulfill it. I'll just go on and dream about it. If finally my dream is better then reality, i will never wake up.
xx